My heart is shattered. I miss Dylan so much today. Another week has gone by. I haven't blogged much. I really haven't done much of anything. I'm in a place where very few people can understand. I HATE this. I just wish he didn't have to go. There was so much we had planned. Our family is so different now. Where is my peace today????
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The worst of the lows are so lonely...no one can completely understand, not your husband, not your best friend, or even others who have lost a child. They can provide companionship while you suffer, but the pain is yours alone. The lows don't last forever though. A fellow angel mom told me she would just repeat to herself "I won't always feel this way". And its true, it will change, it will become lighter. Just hang there. *hug*
ReplyDeleteyour peace is in your heart and in your faith.
ReplyDeleteyou are thought of and loved everyday.
Bethany said it best.
ReplyDeleteHugs to you, my friend.