Today is hard. I had sent Dylan's info to one of the moderators of the private blog that I now belong to. I saw his picture as I scrolled through the kids. I knew it would eventually be there since I sent the info, but it was so hard seeing his info. He is now one of the newest "angels". I cried, which really was sobbing. UGH!!!!!
I've been told that it gets easier but right now I don't see how.
My heart HURTS.
Hi there. I just saw you were "added" to the blogroll at our Angels blog.
ReplyDeleteI wanted to let you know how sorry I am for your loss. Dylan is a beautiful child and no mother should have to go through what you are.
I can tell you, almost three years out, it DOES hurt less. Some days are wonderful and some you don't know how you can go on breathing.
Just take it one day at a time. Sometimes it's an hour at a time, or even a minute at a time. Take lots of deep breaths and drink lots of water. I don't know why that helps, but it does.
Please know we are all here for you if you need us.
Many hugs and prayers for you and your beautiful family.
Rachael
Aw hon...I'm sorry. :( I felt the same after Stephanie put up Gavin's picture. Its hard for me to do it now, too...seeing all the little smiles and the death dates, etc. I had saved all the photos in one file on my computer before adding them to the site, and I was just so sad seeing how many there were, and how alive and happy they looked int heir pictures.
ReplyDelete~Bethany