Identity

I know people will probably think Im super lame after this post but honestly I don't care.

Where do I fit in? That's been the question weighing on my mind. I feel like I've lost all my "special needs" friends. I know what their lives are like. I lived it. I just don't get to live that anymore. My friends with "typical kids" are busy too. I have a hard time fitting in their world too. Then there are my "angel" friends. I feel like I fit in with them at times but since each of us deal with our grief differently we are at different places.

I just found out that my best friend will be moving away. I'm bummed because she has been there through this awful roller-coaster of emotions. I know she won't be far but it's not going to be the same.

Those that know me well know I HATE change. Good or bad. It's not something I enjoy or look forward to. Im grateful telephones exist, because if they didn't I'm not sure what I would do.

So here's to me finding my way through the misty road I've been traveling on and that I can make it over this boulder that has been put in my path in one piece.


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